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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
haha after reading my blog entry abt the fortune cookie, i hoped u all had a good start to chinese new year. me? its still alright, still got money. buying a new hp soon, either k750i, or w800i, or n70. after tt still need to go to bangkok with some frens during the poly holidays. but now everything else is fooked up. in the end, i have this strong gut feeling the long awaited bangkok trip wun come at all. the new year is another fooked up thing.
i planned a gathering for the ex4e1 ppl, and only a few were able to make it. it is disappointing tt only a few are able to make it, but i am not angry abt tt. of coz quantity wise, it really can't be helped, coz they have their own activities planned. i also have to accept the fact that 4e1 will be drifting apart yr by yr, as much as i hate to admit. but the funny thing is that if they r not able to make it, they can jus reply me and tell me they wun be able to make it. wat the hell is so difficult? jus click on the bloody reply button on ur email and type 'I WUN BE ABLE TO MAKE IT' so i know. instead of living in doubt, i can at least tell the rest who r the ppl going. and its not tt u nv check ur email, coz i saw u all in msn a lot of times. u dun reply email nvm, i give u special service, i send sms. sms also nv reply. whoa forget it. PURELY DISAPPOINTING. but seriously i am not angry. i have to look on the bright side, there r still 8 ppl going. and i am also not pointing fingers at anyone. if u feel guilty, then there's nth i can do.
1b20, last 2 weeks with u guys. i can't feel happier. i need a fresh start next sem with new classmates, i seriously do. i'm not bringing u guys down. u guys have been a superb batch of classmates and i will nv forget u all. it has nth to do with u guys. its jus tt i need a fresh start again with new classmates in a new course. i need to get away from all that has happened and start anew. my elaboration ends here.
u may be neutral in reading this, and u might think tt since i have a problem with every1 else, i might BE THE PROBLEM MYSELF. well it might be bcoz im too engrossed in being a perfectionist and overlooking everything else, but i dun care. i nv expected to be well-liked in the first place.
next entry will be a much lighter one. i promise. bye
