Friday, February 03, 2006
it has nv changed.
say anything, just tell me all your sweet lies.
everytime you give me some form of hope,
eventually it's thrown back at me in my face.
did u give me all that jus to tell me it was a joke.
it seems that everything else is stopping us,
pure unconsciousness on my part.
is this wat destiny is?
when it seemed so close,
it gets far away again.
i need some form of realisation,
some form of acceptance,
that i'm falling back again,
back from where i tried so hard to build up.
little did u know that ur last min surprises,
always had me ended up in pain.
a fraction of me has always been with u,
but i jus seen it being given back.
external causes, i'm sick of them,
for i know they always take place.
but for the only time so important,
it has to happen again.
i'm tired.
HOHOHO, Gerald rockeD* at
7:38 pm