Thursday, July 06, 2006
alright time to do an update. i'll try my best to update twice a week as usual, but due to the upcoming busy schedules (filled with nth but projects), dun blame me if i update only once a week. well last friday we went to celebrate weijie's birthday at sherman's condo at changi green. it was damn fun bbqing with the 106 peeps. we've already planned to throw weijie into the pool and i brought my extra clothes. and ah mok was trying to be an idiot coz he kept using the tshirt which i was wearing to wipe his dirty hands. but i didn't mind coz at the back of my head i knew i was gona sacrifice myself and hug weijie into the pool later.
then the action began... it took 8 guys to pin weijie down and prevent him from running away, then finally jason hugged weijie and went into the pool with him. damn it, i couldnt sacrifice myself, so i wasn't in the pool yet and my tshirt was still dirty with the all the dirty stains from ah mok. then we tricked edwin by pretending tt we wana tell him a secret, so he came over to the pool side and we began to try to throw him down. then edwin was very fierce... he said: 'eh u all dun play ah! i will angry one ah! i dun have extra clothes la cb! i will angry i tell u!' then jason was very quick to suddenly go hug him and he was thrown down. and guess wat, when edwin was in the waters, he was so happy tt he laughed alot. lol and we thot he'd be angry. like wth. and ya! jason kept stealing my business... first he sacrificed himself to bring weijie down, then he did it again and brought edwin down... and I'M STILL NOT IN THE POOL YET! so in the end i gave up and jumped into the waters myself lol. here r the pics...
from left: edwin, jason, me, weijie.
front row: sijun, jason, ah mok, me, sherman, yuuki.
back row: choong hwee, edwin, weijie, gordon, weisheng, kaiwei.
ok now for the sad part. kaiwei was dying my hair when suddenly aileen called me and told me i failed my marketing mid sem test paper. yes, my first F in poly life. wat an acheivement. 20% of the cohort failed, 33% of my class failed. but it didn't make me feel better. and of all the people whom i've told i failed... 95% of them didn't believe me and thot i was lying. I AM NOT LYING. i duno my actual marks, but lets hope its not far from a pass. finance sucked too, mr phua said tt those who got below 24/30 is considered bad, and i got 21/30. leadership assignment i only got 32/50, and its a C. my only pride for this sem is my HR paper, 33/40, which is an A. it's very disappointing, and i duno wat is happening to me. have i been expecting too much of myself? i tell u y i'm so disappointed... and its not bcoz i consider myself smart, but bcoz sem 1.1 i got damn bad grades. sem 1.2 i worked so hard to pull my GPA up by so much. and the last thing i wan now is to go back down again... but it's happening anyway, and it's sad. but i will work harder... wat i need now is not ur encouragements... but i need some self-belief... so long and good nite.