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Saturday, July 15, 2006
well i'm here to update again! it has been an exciting week, with the rushing of projects and all. nth major really happened, jus a few funny incidents here and there. well ok i shall talk abt them since they r the kind of stuff tt readers wana see. ok thursday has to be the worst day this week. my timetable for thurs is a marketing lecture from 9-11am and i'm done for the day. firstly i woke up quite late, then i rushed to take the bus in order not to be late for lecture... bus 38 was alright. then i board bus 8 to head for sch and tt bus was damn crowded, coz most of the students frm tp start at 9. so i went behind to the last row to get a seat and i was sitting in between this malay girl and chinese guy. it was damn squeezy. so i am stuck between a malay girl and chinese guy and my arms were in close contact with both of them. i felt so uneasy tt i wanted to reverse my decision and stand up, but by tt time the whole bus was packed and nobody could even move. so between the both of them, if u were me, u will move more towards the person of the same sex as u right? i mean i did tt coz i didnt wan the malay girl to think tt im a pervert, so i moved a little closer to the chinese guy. his hairstyle was damn nice i tell u. just then... his phone rang and he picked it up. and... the next 3 sentences tt rang inside my head were: 'OH MY GOODNESS!' 'NO! THIS CAN'T BE!' and 'OH SH*T!' ... that so called chinese guy was a CHINESE B-U-T-C-H!!! oh my mama! for 15mins or so, my arms were on top of his! i mean hers!
then i went for lecture. the lecturer went thru 80% of the slides and totally skipped 20% of it. and at 10am she said: U ALL MAY GO. i rushed to sch in a bus close to a butch and after 1 hr i could go home?! i was like wha kao! then melvin asked me to play bball. so i said y not? then i asked him how many ppl playing? he counted and told me abt 6. so it perked me up a little knowing i didnt come to sch for only a 1hr lecture. eventually when i went to the bball court, i saw 5 ppl. so plus me 6 mah... but the only problem... was tt out of the 6 ppl including me.... 3 OF THEM WERE GIRLS! wth! but nvm its not his fault i mean i asked him how many ppl going and he answered accordingly. i wasnt precise enuf in my questioning. so after playing for a while i went home. on my way home in the lift, i saw an auntie panting away and struggling with her plastic bags. so i helped her press the lift and everything. then she told me she was very tired. then i said: 'hey auntie which floor u stay? i help u carry ur bags ba, since its so heavy.' she immediately said DUN WAN DUN WAN. then i told her ITS OK LA AUNTIE, I HELP U. as i was bending down to help her take the plastic bags, we reached the 10th floor and she faster took it b4 me and chiong out of the lift and down the stairs. act cute leh! do i look like a bad guy to her?! all i wanted was to help! its not as if i would rob her off her jade bangles and all tt.
CONCLUSION: THURS WAS NOT MY DAY.
haix, projects. thankfully i failed marketing by 4 marks only, not tt much. i think i've had enuf of being a project grp leader. next sem onwards, i'm not gona take on tt role anymore. i hate it, totally hate it when my members look to me for some inspiration and motivation, and i'm unable to provide them with it. it sux when u know that the projects r getting out of point, and u must correct it and bring it back on track, but u dun know how to. they look at u for answers, but all u r able to do is to question them back coz u dun know the answers urself. for now, i'm losing confidence in myself, and i'm the last person they should ever look to for help. then again, i'm supposed to be their leader. but currently i'm one without proper directions. all i can say to them now is.. tt i'm really sorry.
