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Sunday, December 24, 2006
Well well, i remembered that it was only a few days ago that i celebrated christmas, and look, tmr im gona celebrate it again. im having a chalet with 106, lets hope they bring me some fun to help me deal with my pathetic school life filled with projects.
When everyone is talking about receiving stuff for christmas, i chose not to ask for any presents, nor am i gona ask for gifts. i've been doing that for the past few years, telling people what i want and hoping that they'll get it for me. but it comes to a point where everything seemed so meaningless, so this yr, i'm not gona ask for anything new. all i wan, is for everything to remain the same, and hope that it doesnt get any worse. all i'm asking for, is that 106 stay the way we r, close to one another, that my sec sch frens will all catch up with each other soon enough, that the groupies remain as united and cohesive, and lastly for my parents to live a happy life.
my parents r the ones who nutured me to be who i am today, whether u like it or not. they r the ones who gave me all the freedom i needed, all the respect i needed, and for everything else, they were willing to spend the cash. and looking back, i realised what a big gigantic ass i was, asking them to buy toys after toys after toys. i had 4 $100 power rangers megazords, but for wat? the fun i had lasted only for a while. it was such a waste of money. so this christmas, instead of telling them what i want, im gona tell them what im gona do. that is, to promise them a good life. and i'll keep my words.
they have nv once caned me, nor slapped me, nor beat me. not even once. and bcoz of them, i dun believe in the usage of canes, slaps or whacks to discipline my children, if i even have them in future that is. but i was caned once, in k1, by my k1 form teacher. i hated her ever since. i've been holding onto this grudge for 13 years now. im serious. to me she has always be a bledy beach. and i was punished by my sec3 chinese teacher once. she made me stand up and stand at the back of the class for talking... when in the first place, i didn't talk. the class was noisy, and i didnt talk. all i said was: HUH? then she punished me. the last time i was made to stand up like this was in primary 1. in secondary 3, however, i nv accepted the fact that i should be punished, coz to me i was not at fault. on that day, she lost all my respect. i've been holding on to this grudge for 3 years. and this christmas, i'm gona do something heroic, i'm gona let go of all my grudges and forgive them, just as i hope that they will forgive me.
This is your life, no matter what happens, just be thankful, coz u've made it this far. Merry christmas everyone.
